If I Ain't Dead Already Ooh Girl You Know the Reason Why
It's that time of the life again.
Bill Gates got married around 40. He put his career first. He married an employee of Microsoft. Do I want to be Bill Gates? He has around $56 billion. He has a huge house. The world knows who he is. He's making a difference. History will remember him. He got married around 40. He put his career first. Do I want to be Bill Gates?
I kind of like the idea of the young family, struggling to get by. It's a much more interesting story than, "I made a lot of money, found some other person with a lot of money and had kids when there was some free time before I died." The struggle builds character. I don't want everything so bland and boring.
Although, it's nice to be single. You don't have to worry about anyone. Ever. You have a lot more money to buy video games to play by yourself. Or more time to sit alone and think. You never lose an argument. Your opinions are always right. It's great.
Maybe I should get a girlfriend, but I never want to pursue.
The problem is I've never wanted anything. I used to think it was a virtue to never want. Then you can focus on other people and make them happy. But in the months I've spent alone, I figured it out. It's actually obvious, people want to be wanted. I never wanted anything enough to fight for it. If I was in a prison camp, I'd give everyone else the food. I'd die in a survival of the fittest.
I whole-heartedly believe that if you want something more than everyone else, you'll get it. No matter what it is, a new job, a good grade, a relationship. If you want her, go out and get her. Simple as that.
The only problem then is the wanting. I see it as a weakness to say you want something. Whenever someone says they want something, I think less of them. It's getting to be a problem. Even Bill Gates wanted. He just wanted different things than I do.
I'd definitely take a good relationship over being famous. But then again, I like girls who want to be famous. Lucky me, I can have my cake and share it, too.
I've never pursued, but its time to humble myself a bit and go after someone. Yeah, it's embarrassing to be at a girl's mercy and they know it, but that's how it's done. That's how you win them over. The suave aren't egotistical, they have a weakness: the fairer sex. That weakness is attractive. Girls like being the lion tamers.
Well what a sappy day.
So what was Anton Beza doing today? Being a lame kitten.
Bill Gates got married around 40. He put his career first. He married an employee of Microsoft. Do I want to be Bill Gates? He has around $56 billion. He has a huge house. The world knows who he is. He's making a difference. History will remember him. He got married around 40. He put his career first. Do I want to be Bill Gates?
I kind of like the idea of the young family, struggling to get by. It's a much more interesting story than, "I made a lot of money, found some other person with a lot of money and had kids when there was some free time before I died." The struggle builds character. I don't want everything so bland and boring.
Although, it's nice to be single. You don't have to worry about anyone. Ever. You have a lot more money to buy video games to play by yourself. Or more time to sit alone and think. You never lose an argument. Your opinions are always right. It's great.
Maybe I should get a girlfriend, but I never want to pursue.
The problem is I've never wanted anything. I used to think it was a virtue to never want. Then you can focus on other people and make them happy. But in the months I've spent alone, I figured it out. It's actually obvious, people want to be wanted. I never wanted anything enough to fight for it. If I was in a prison camp, I'd give everyone else the food. I'd die in a survival of the fittest.
I whole-heartedly believe that if you want something more than everyone else, you'll get it. No matter what it is, a new job, a good grade, a relationship. If you want her, go out and get her. Simple as that.
The only problem then is the wanting. I see it as a weakness to say you want something. Whenever someone says they want something, I think less of them. It's getting to be a problem. Even Bill Gates wanted. He just wanted different things than I do.
I'd definitely take a good relationship over being famous. But then again, I like girls who want to be famous. Lucky me, I can have my cake and share it, too.
I've never pursued, but its time to humble myself a bit and go after someone. Yeah, it's embarrassing to be at a girl's mercy and they know it, but that's how it's done. That's how you win them over. The suave aren't egotistical, they have a weakness: the fairer sex. That weakness is attractive. Girls like being the lion tamers.
Well what a sappy day.
So what was Anton Beza doing today? Being a lame kitten.

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